it's hard for me to orgnize all of it

A hard day.

Should I come out? I don't mean to hurt everyone, but maturing is difficult.

All I can do is being myself, isn't it?

Maybe you will feel I am hypocritic, or disgusting.

I don't want to defend myself.

Just let it be...I don't care...

This is out of my expect at all. Today is a scaring day.

Althoug the thing is out of control, I have not been regret.

I should feel exciting as well as happy, shouldn't I?

After all, all of my roommates do not express their emotion.

Acturally, I am fear to lisen what they will say.

Anger? Shock? Disappointment? Or what?

I have been sacrificed for this project too much.

I hope I can really get something.